thanks to some amazing friends and followers being wonderful and supportive as hell? i’m feeling better and going to see what i can get my muse to cooperate with. i also fiddled a bit with my icon to fix some coloring on it.

I'm bound to my phone RN but that's not gonna stop me from saying that you are such a wonderful writer like I don't think I've told you that? Your ideas are so fresh and just. You have a way to capture your reader'a heart bc I'm always enthralled when I read your threads and metas. Hell, even just headcanons. Not to mention you're so sweet and supportive? You're a gem, don't let anyone make you think otherwise.

kris, bb, thank you so much for sending this in! it always means so much coming from fellow writers who are so talented and amazing. seriously, your friendship and support means so much — and you’re always willing to let me ramble on ims about any of my muses and potential ideas for them with your muses. which, btw, to toss a little love back your way? all your muses both canon and oc, are fucking amazing and so well-thought out and i just, i love you and your muses.

the-virtuoso:

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bc i talk too much and my words can’t and have yet to be contained in asks   /   @exzul

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me crying even louder in the club tbh!!! thank you so much for your kindness, libra! you know i love you and appreciate all the encouragement and support you’ve given me. thank you so much! <3

i think i've sung your praises too much as it is, but even in the short time you've been with her, your riven feels the closest toβ€”well, riven. in my personal opinion, she's one of the more complex champions to pen considering the way she'd like to be and atone directly conflict the reality of noxus and neighboring nations. in this sense, riven is still very much at war all while seeking peace, and i think you do a wonderful job showing how that affects her. plus, anyone actively looking (1/2)
β€” wraithwolf

could easily tell how dedicated you are to portraying her how you interpret her this way, that much can be said about all of your muses and it’s a very inspiring thing to see. (2/2)

i really wanna thank you for sending this in, mi friendo, i kinda needed it and it is a nice change of pace against the negativity… — i feel way more comfortable ending this with more positivity than continuing with negativity. also, i want to thank you for speaking so kindly of my portrayal, it truly means a lot to me! 

also, i wanna just toss some love back in return! your kayn is fucking amazing and it’s truly something that feels like a unique take on him — i hella look forward to more of our thread and more exploration of the dynamic we’ve plotted. 

I feel like if you opened yourself up more and stopped being sooooooo private, you could probably get some good mileage out of threads. You close yourself off and that could turn away potential mutuals that otherwise would have been really really good for your character. Just because you're selective doesn't mean you need to wall off everybody that you don't initiate with first.
β€” Anonymous

okay so… i didn’t initially want to answer this, but i have a few problems with it.

and forgive me if this comes off defensive or rude…

but selective and private blogs exist not to put themselves higher than others or to make anyone feel like they can’t interact… choosing to be selective or private is often chosen due to comfort, preference or even anxiety. 

tbh, i feel like i am rather approachable… i do not and have not wall(ed) off everyone. i have done starter calls and plotting calls, i toss up plenty of memes and i feel like those are all methods of encouraging people to interact even if i am private and preferential to friends or those i have already plotted with. i am open to people hitting me up. i have posted my discord and i am always willing to even talk to non-mutuals via ask — this is how some non-mutuals have become my mutuals, actually.

my peeve with your ask is that it reads a little entitled to my attention and your writing with me… i appreciate all the followers i have, i do, but i cannot follow every single person and i dang well do not have the ability to write with EVERYONE… i do not feel comfortable if and when my asks exceed a certain point and when my drafts are above 8? i get nervous, anxious and struggle with my muse. i want to put quality before quantity.

i am all for constructive criticisms, seriously, i am… but if you’re going to send an anon like that to someone, which feels like you actually haven’t looked through their blog? please just don’t send it? legit… i have like 3-4 or so active threads, a handful of decent length meta and some in character asks… all that message did was make me wanna just… not be online.

i feel like for the fact that my blog is maybe a week or so old? i’ve made some good progress on fleshing out my portrayal and trying to get something going here… now i’m not exactly feeling that way… so i’m gonna probs delete this post in like .5 seconds and go drown on youtube…

You haven't really done anything on her to really describe her, she feels more like an aesthetic blog... but you seem dedicated to her, so I'm hopeful you'll do well.
β€” Anonymous

i mean, i’ve got a small handful of threads, a few ic asks and i feel like i’ve got some solid meta that i’ve written on how i feel she is about some topics… i’m not trying to be defensive? i’m grateful for any input and criticism, but… i guess this just surprised me given i feel like i’ve been pretty active and both ic and ooc for her.

musingmeme:

beep beep how’s my portrayal ?

koumajou:

   LEAGUE OF LEGENDS LORE-INSPIRED AESTHETIC ( 03 / ?? )  || NOXUS. 

(   The human nation of Noxus is in many ways the moral antithesis of Demacia ; it is a country where the physically and mentally strong acquire power through any means, regardless of the consequences to their fellow citizens. )

koumajou:

                   LEAGUE OF LEGENDS CHAMPIONS AESTHETIC ( 4 / ?? )

                                                     RIVEN, THE EXILE .

                                                what is broken can be reforged.

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